I'm dying to live...

My sweetheart the drunk. My darling are you calling? The push and shove, The day today, The feelings you tried to hide, But never went away. More then a inch, She would steal your smile, Leave you waiting, While you hit redial. But it's not you it's me, It's intense, It's over the top, It's a new shirt and your hair done, It's something you can't live without. I tried it believe me, But I can never get too far. Hit the wrong buttons, Just to try to get to know you more. But that is the wrong thing to do, Everyone knows you need to be cruel. Kindness doesn't pay the rent, And your already in the red, The deep end of the pool drowning. And again I've said too much. And again it isn't that spark, Isn't that feeling. And all the other reasons.

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What ever happens I love you, tho I cant find the words to tell you. And that's my mistake. The family pet left to die, i cant help but live a sigh, Every sliver lining has a cloud, And i am to needy for love, To narrow minded for such things as us, The last of the great romantics you wouldnt believe my antics, I killed the best of times with the worse off mind, Some people are born leaders well i was born sorry. And tonight my dear I'm sorry you had to feel the burn.

BigBrother1999

Why so short? Why so sad? Why is it always bad I seem to have? Why doesn't the sun follow the rain? Why are the days grey and always the same? It's funny sweetheart in my sleep I've been, Calling out your name. But the answers are always the same. And in my mind, I do it all different, But the end it's always the same.

The end of the end

I'm looking for a cure. To end this endless battle And try to win this war. But my mind has other ideas. It doesn't care or so it seems. It just wants the easy route To destroy all my dreams.