She's the glue that holds the family together.

All the feelings I feel I can't give them away, I feel like a broken arrow that's been thrown away. Time was never kind, No time never healed the hurt. The sun shines when I'm hungover When I'm really needing her. A broken down clown, Not even a painted on smile can save the day. I wanna tell people how I feel But it just drives them away. So i tell who ever the truth, Isn't a big deal just please don't get close. Because it feels like I hurt the closest the most. So she steals the sky and the grey equals doom. I can't get to far from my bed Stuck in a cycle that I need to break out. Drown by my own bad thoughts of my own awful doubt. I can do better, I can make it through the day. But the bed is always waiting for me with nothing to say. So I lay and can't sleep. Tossing and turning as I get deep. Need to let go, as I grown to old to run. But sometimes all you need is a dander in the sun.