Saturday, 2 December 2023
Fight me
I'd say it
If you'd hear it.
I'm Not like other men,
I admit I need it.
I can't fight,
Heart broke too many times.
Too much I should of said.
But the longer it's left,
The more it loses power.
It's easy to end,
Instead of trying to defend it.
I left in hope,
that you'd come
And save me,
Just one kiss,
One last dance.
But sadly there is no second chance.
It's me not you
Anyone partying?
Meet me by
The broken cash machine,
Were we can laugh
As we discuss
Our broken teenage wet dreams.
Fueled on memes and in jokes.
Alter ego rocker and more yokes.
Try to pass the batton,
But,
I still wanna go.
Come to the dark side,
And I can't say no.
Mondays everyday when you feel low.
Standing on a sinking ship,
While others dance,
You live once,
So make sure you get your second chance.
Sunday, 17 September 2023
Modern warfare
Belfast, childhood memories tore down Replaced with air BnBs. City centre, car
parks and office blocks as far as the eye can see. No more 5 lighters for a £1
and teley. Replaced with shooting up in full view And homeless litter the ground
for all to see. The bargain stores put the prices up, No bargains here, Just
heart break and misery. Wiped out to block out The under funded mental health
team. A&E under pressure, She cut her wrists, They say go home, someone will
call in 48 to 24 hours That isn't good enough, We can all agree. They say the
drugs have secret ingredient To make them more addictive. That secret ingredient
Is misery, heart break and no end To be seen. politicians blame them'ums, And we
can't see, We are them'ums. We are the lost, Forget colours, Forget tribes.
Forget football teams.
I wished someone would love me
Depression kills,
But nobody cares.
Got to catch up on love island.
Got to catch up on the house work.
Aniexty kills your motivation.
But the doctors too busy to listen,
So take these tablets and go for a walk,
Eat well, and get plenty of sun.
But keep it to yourself and don't bother anyone.
Depression not real,
Sure give yourself a shake
and get out for some fresh air.
It's all in your head,
Don't worry about your broken heart.
If you are feeling bad speak to someone. If you go to the doctors, be honest and tell everything. You can't get help if you don't say what you are thinking. Even if it is really bad. The first step is saying it out loud. Be honest and get the help you need.
Aniexty
Past lives,
Stranger then fiction.
A work in progress,
A stranger in the street,
A face lost in the crowd,
A firm handshake and a kiss goodbye,
It's not too late.
And here comes the awkward moment.
Another round,
What about shots?
A nervous foot,
A even more nervous heart.
300mg
The meds don't work,
But the side effects do.
I heard you crying in your room.
I didn't want to disturb you,
Scared what you might do.
Unfortunately the meds don't work
But the side effects do.
You told the doctor
They said you should go for a walk.
Get a hobby so you won't be bored.
That would be great,
Though the meds don't work,
But the side effects do.
You put on weight,
And feel like there is
Nothing other then sleep to get you through.
The meds don't work,
But the side effects do.
Scared to tell someone,
Scared what they may think of you.
They got their own problems
A million and one things to do.
So keep it to yourself
Because the meds don't work
But the side effects do.
Never be scared to talk about issues. Ask for help, see if someone can recommend a doctor or help. Unfortunately, due to the current situation we are being left and alot of people need help. If things get bad there is always someone who will listen. The first step of healing is admitting the problem, then to tackle it
Help the less fortunate
melancholy,
Sadness is my new hobbie.
I don't sleep so well,
Not that you'd care.
And I'm not keeping so well,
I wish that you'd care.
I wonder could I still make you laugh,
If you were here.
And the smaller the pieces
Of a broken heart,
The easier to give away and share.
Til given away to anyone,
For a broken promise
of loveless romance,
With no second chance.
No future plans.
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