!lost love and old age?!

I have been thinkin of changing the blog, insted of poems and tails of lost love and melted headness and that, I think a blog of a old man ragen and just blogs about what I hate oon the day....

I am not to sure but it seems like a good release.

Today I hate work, it melts me. I hate travelin two hour odds to get to and from work then tryin to get fit in the gym after this. Eatting right is one of the hardest things, I just love suger so much...

Such is life.......

???

Do you ever looks at peoples houses, or like me looks at photos on people facebook (easyer then haven to enter someones house and look at it as you dont have to make the smalle talk!) and see photos of them in there house or maybe someone elses house, and look at the shit ornaments or stuff.

The thing I find most offencive is the shit art work that all seems the same. Mybe due to workin a short time in Next I have had more then my fair share of looking at this crap and so it hurts me more then ever.

For me I feel for so long I have no chose to choose life, I prefare records, art is more exsclusive to the point I probly cant afford it. Like when I check out sales and end up lookin at the full price stuff (why the fuck is that?)!!

I did a 6 to 2.15am slot for the belfast branch of my work today, it was a stock take, it was shit. Again I wonder am I cut out for this line of work and should I do something else? Is there anything else out there i can do and can do it well?

Help me................ !

A Royal Wedding.....

My girlfriends sister had a big party for this, but disaster struck at the bbq when she fed a bone to the family dog (with whom she is very much in love with, and the dog is I must say very much in love with her. I have seen the way they carry on together and its not a sexy love but that's of two very close old friends, like two Granny's siting by the beach with there coats over there knees smiling at you as you pass) and it got it stuck in its throat.

Tho what I would like to know is did they keep the food going or what happened? As i recall making a great Sunday dinner once and my mother got a call that my aunt had breast cancer, and were my girlfriend thought we should stop I was all no way this is the greatest meal I have ever made.

You know?

Monday Blues in the battle you never win and always lose.

A enternal itch that i cant seem to get even close enought to scratch,
not even close to a perfect match.
Were to go to get away from everything thats wrong,
The need to stop with the fear of carrying on.
To close to the burn to near to the fire,
To far from the good times to even rember.
One cup of tea to many and its not even wednesday,
Fuck I hate Mondays.....

Daniel Johnson

Running water

Running water

Where are you running from?

I aint mad at cha.............

How funny a great week then you get to the two days your off and its all gray....

A Little Bit, mental....... !!!

I need to get away from the computer screen, the glare reminds me of better days, the light of the sun fillin my room as I woke from sleep, probly a good nights sleep at that unlike now days and the cronic insomnia..

But there is more to life then green tea by a computer screen.

You spend the better time of your working day wishin you wernt workin only for when you arnt workin to just do nothing.

I love Lykke li's music. She is mental check this vid of her just bein mental, to me that looks like a good saturday afternoon in the park fun!!