hope it will be ok.

Need to put the action in plan, for someone to take me by the hand and guide me right, but i cant even be bothered to do the dishies tonight and if thats as low as i go then how can i ever be right...

mybe some time off will help.

Can't resist the itch as the temptress plays her greatest hits,
and it could of been my baby
but maybe there is a time and place for the clown,
and im chasein me to catch the bastard and make him see,
this joke isnt funny any more.

Settle for lost love

Always on the run, summer with out sun,
could you be the glue to hold me in place ready for the kill,
Ready for the firing squad to shoot at will.
Generation x settled for second best,
3 bedrooms semi detached and a rain cloud with out a view.
A need to be someone else
With only a soul destroyin 9 to 5 for less then the rent,
heaven sent
and a ever growin fear that you'll always be alone a little to far from home

Good night, Always on the Run.

Harder to hold on as the warm sets in,
I feel so cold it's like i have never been.
Watchin the stars from my bed through the celling,
Hard as I try I cant shake this feeling.
Im slippin low at a fast rate, head past melted.
Dont know were to go to find release,
So i steal good times just a lonely thief.
Victim is as victim done,
Bullys steal the sunlight so I cant grow
Always on the run.
I wish I could let my heart beat once more,
But I know that one beat would be too sore.

Aye so, life....

It has been good of late, I have lost hafe a stone and havent thought of killin myself as much.... tho i do think of girls i cant have andd wonder why i didnt want them when they wanted me?? is this a curse?

Will I ever love again?

Or am I do scared to give my heart up so freely when I know it could be what kills me!!

Today might have to last me all of my life.........

I hate my lack of education, and/or gental rest. The tightin in my chest. The feeling it's never going to be like it was. The times I left to early and the times I stayed to late. I wish I could make sense of now and not be scared of tomorrow, because as much as I wish tomorrow is never going to be like yesterday.

Yesterday is gone and left me alone with you... .. ...

Brown Eyes of Fire...

Turn the tv off, 

Aren't you comin to bed?
You have the most beautifull brown eyes 

I have had the pleasure to see..
I'm sorry maybe I said too much,

Overthinking, 

Round we go again 

Give me another chance 

i promise to not make such a fuss.

But tonite i so badly need your touch
All i have 

Is singin the same old love song 

You have heard a 100 times before,
But it's all I've got

As the need to need

Is more then i can ignore,