What a Life, What a DICK. FOR fuck SAKE..

So well, i went for a date. i didnt know if i liked the girls face (we had met via a daten website, i thought i would give it a try as other means didnt seem to be of much use)and was abit scared of what may be. when we met i thought gosh she doesnt seem so bad atall. so we dander around or well back and forth lookin for somewere to eat(as she wished for wine while we dined) so finly got soemthing, she didnt eat much, bearly anything....

So we went to lavarys for a quiet drink, or well we went for a drink in the v bar first and it wasnt so quiet.. it was £9.15 for a round in the v bar too were in lavarys it was £6.95 which is some saven and i will rember this in future plus the fact you can get a carry out before leaven.

So while in lavarys we chatted away but i think the more we drank the weirder it got, she went to the toilet and i got a text askin me did i like her from her, she came back and didnt speak of the text. but so i thought i will make this my last one im pretty wrecked after a godo few drinks, and she said i'll get another round to which i told her of my plan of just finishin the drinks we had. after this she looked very down. i hate to see a women with such a sad face, so said sure what about another drink and she was liek no its ok just call me my taxie, and i said but look you look so down down, i hate to see you look so down and she was all are you going to see me again and im all yea sure we could do soemthing next week. but so we were leaven and she goes do you want to come back to mine for a drink(its in isl of megee or somewere far far away)so i go aye(why o why? )so we wait for the taxie and she seems really drunk and im thinkin god. so we jump into the taxie and she is all you must know somewere we could get a drink your a taxie man you know dogy places, so he laughts and takes us back to lavarys which has a offy inside. so i get the drink get back in the taxie and we head off. she whispers to me " he is rippin us off!" i look allwhat the fuck??! what is she talkin about, at this point i see she is realy drunk and talkin crazy. so aye the trip there was a melt we get in to the house its freezen..

So to cut a long story short we did do it, and even after it she was rubbin on me and wantin me to go for it again which tbh i wasnt into i just wanted to sleep or to run. tho the funny thing is i was awoke by my phone and it was another girl i had slept with durin the summer or well the endo f the summer, i think she must of been callin for a booty call(i mean you dont phone at 2 in the morrin to see how someone is;-)but yea so to cut a long story short the girl has texted and called me today its really kinda freakin me out and i dont wish to break her heart but i guess there is no way out, i think the line of comin on to strong will be used but fuck me i hate it as its normal me who is gettin dumped so doin the dumpin is hard as i know full well it isnt me its you.

So to end this tail of woe a quote from a poem i have wrote has gone through my head non stop it goes "im breaken hearts at the weekends not caren if they mend" what a life what a dick for fuck sake.