Saturday, 4 July 2026

The rattle off the bin

Everything and everything.
Lick the bag as I'm starting to sink. 
Can't tell others what I think. 
Don't want to leave the house. 
Don't want to think. 
When I think I start to sink. 
No one's coming to my birthday party, 
No cake, 
Just heart ache. 
The empty bottles rattle 
As I move the bin. 
The sound of wise up. 
But tbh I've just had enough. 
It's not fun anymore. 
It all becomes a blur. 
Endless days with only 
My own voice I hear. 
As I drown in beer
Wondering how I got here?
Do the antidepressants work?
How can I let go?
When it's all I have, 
The past and it's hurts. 

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