Shit ride

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Her 3rd best ride

Still trying to fix

My heart,

After the last

Heartbreak.

Still speak

Like I've nothing to hide.

Stay up all night

Chasing the high.

Needing to numb

What I can't work out

And what I can't see

With my eyes.

God loves you if you try.

But I'm stuck in a rut,

Always wondering

"why?"

Is it me? 

My actions?

Or

Am I shit ride?