You won

 Such a fool,

Fell in love with the stars,

But married the moon.

Carried my Doom for too long.

Give bits of my broken heart to anyone.

But still laughed,

Because everything might be shit.

But lest the fat women hasn't sung

Just yet!

And the world still turns,

And though it seems enough,

I'll have another Crack at it.

Because, not every bet is a winner.

And not every song is upbeat.

But as long as we sing and dance together.

Then I'm sure we can get through it.

So I bid the moon goodnight,

And said sorry to the stars.

The dark wasn't so dark anymore.

I thought maybe the pieces weren't so small,

Maybe I could mend this broken heart?

Maybe I didn't have to know where to start?

Just begin and work on the outside in?

And don't let the sadness win!

Yolo til the rent is due.

 The eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

The friends that moved on leaving you behind.

The regrets that hurt like a cut that doesn't heal.

And if it doesn't bleed then is the pain real?

Losing interest in the things you loved.

Selling your time at a below average rate.

Cram your happiness into half an hour.

No need to sit down.

Look in the mirror and say out loud

Everything is great.

Just make believe, just pretent.

Embrace the 9 to 5,

And limit your life life to 2 weeks off.

And here is what you could of won!

Half an hour lunch break,

And the make up of a clown,

The permanent permanent permanent permanent

Same old sandwiches,

But this is what you could of won.

A pat on the back,

But no handshake included with that.

Permanent frown, permanent down.

The pills don't work,

Cause we are too smart for that.

We know we are ever going to be happy ever again

The dark skies of winter

 Sick of this sadness,

Like a heavy weight.

And the sky might be cloudless,

But the dark has already set in.

I said too much,

It's hard to be sure.

But there was no answer

When I knocked at your door.

The last thing on my mind.

 Romantic terrorist,

Imagine bumping into you.

The things we say we won't, 

But we always do.

Though we try,

it would never do,

Imagine you grrl lost & wrong on a late night,

Heart broke on a school night, 

And the rain soaked me through.

It's only permanent

It's not like it's forever,

The things a romantic terrorist

For love would do.

Sorry

 Don't let the voices

 in your head win.

Don't let them put you down.

Don't give in.

Smile at yourself in the mirror,

It's okay.

It's hard,

Uphill struggle against the current.

Demons that hunt your sleep.

The little voice that

Tries to remind you,

That whispers you aren't good enough.

When the truth is you are a delightful treat.

One of a kind

With no reason to hide.

Them voices lied.

You will always be amazing and great.

Sunday

 Death isn't forever,

Although life drags on.

And sadly we aren't all in this together.

Some of us are just holding on

Don't give up

 The game seems

very one sided.

The odds against you,

Born to fail.

Too much time

To kill.

Too easy,

To give away

The pieces of a broken heart.

As if, the more broken

The less the worth.

One night stands

Never heal the hurt.

It takes work,

It takes time.

Don't be scared to tell me what's on your mind.

I'll hug you so tight

Try to put the broken bits together.

Try to pull it together.

But don't be angry

Take your time.

It's okay to relapse sometimes.

It's another late night,

Kept awake by a busy mind.

Another reason to hide.

The world seems so dark tonight.

Exuse me, I'm just talking shite.