Thursday, 26 June 2025

Morning sleepy head.

 The calm before the storm,

Not being able to sleep is the norm.

Mind too quick and ready to self harm.

Eyes closed tight fighting the insomnia

And not wanting to see light

That means it is the morn.

Daylights coming, 

And no matter how tight my eyes will be close

It can't change that.

No amount of wishing or cursing,

No overthinking,

It will still be here soon,

With the birds singing,

Another day,

So may as well open those eyes

And see it in.

Saturday, 21 June 2025

She's turned the wee'us against us

 My dog sighs

My dark days, 

My temptress

My moment of bliss.

When the beat hits.

When we close the curtains

On Sunday.

And then when we are swopping sims, 

As we ran out of battery.

Like a lottery,

No one wants to admit its Sunday.

Who's phoning in sick on Monday?

Wednesday, 11 June 2025

The night before.

 Spice up your panic attack

With maracas

And the need to need

Someone who needs you,

As sure as the sky is blue.

The weekend ends too soon,

Sunday roast with extra gravy,

And a extra long chew.

For Monday loams,

And you can still feel the baseline

From the night before.

Ears ringing and every other reply is

'sorry, what did you say?'

Still kinda half way between now

And the night before.

Sunday, 1 June 2025

One more

 One more people,

they are the people I wanna share life with.

Be it one more choon, line, drink or just one more time we share a smile

One more is a special thing shared with the closet friend to the random you just met.

One more, where's the party at?

This Will be on my gravestone

Saturday, 17 May 2025

Every face

 The front left becomes a horror of untold. Every face smiles, 

but they are smiles 

Of day light robberies and hurt and pain. The space you obtain becomes small

 till you can't breath 

and the witches crackle with ease.

Tuesday, 13 May 2025

No one said.

 Took a line cause I'm missing you,

The meds make it hard to cry.

Lost as to who to share things with.

While two lines makes me shed a silent tear,

It hits the dust that I couldn't sniff first go.

Wish this sniff helped me forget 

But I still see yous 

My favorite ghosts.

Still want to share those old songs

When I find them, 

But it's only me listening, 

As the coke runs out. 

Saturday, 10 May 2025

Fall

 The sting of the cut

The shock of the fall.

The bad feeling and shock 

as you start to fall with no way to stop. 

Like Late nights, face lit by the phone.

Laying in your bed,

A long way from home.