Tuesday, 17 December 2013


Stress comes and stress goes, trying to stand on my two feet all my life. To much to fear to marry a wife, just need time alone. but it is ok isn't it?? I mean we can just pretend this isn't the end. hanging on my the tips of your fingers waiting just waiting to be saved?! just wishing for more.. maybe it is time to just stand on my own two feet.

Saturday, 21 September 2013

tonight, tomorrow night and the next night.

The night filled with dread, Better not said, Better not know, If only sleep would ease Instead a 100 thoughts
Attack and leave me low

Tuesday, 3 September 2013


Well long time, hi how are you? Been hard going tbh, not so new job which I was happy in for 6 months, girlfriend who enjoyed a drink or two at the weekend, or well she is a alco if i am honest. and so up and down, double dose of the meds. no to much drinking or drugs. I don't know, I just cant seem to relax. Sure there is always tomorrow.

Thursday, 1 August 2013

lets dance.

So blood tests came back, nothing wrong there! I am starting to believe it is maybe just me, my fault...

Tuesday, 2 July 2013

Holding on

So going to get more blood tests, hopefully get sorted and no longer feel so tired. it is very hard when it just seems a pain the hole to move.