Your skin isn't white like cocaine

 Sitting alone,

One more,

or feel less shit tomorrow.

Sleep,

Or toss and turn?

Eyes closed tight

In hope I'll sleep tonight.

But the buzz hasn't faded enough.

And you can't help crave

Your medicine,

One more for luck.

5 o'clock.

Birds sing as the bed is too hot.

This isn't what you want.

You just wanted one more.

Nose sore.

Wide awake as the dog snores.

Dry mouth,

Mental health.

The tablets don't work,

How can you be happy in this world?

Wear a poppy and support

Genocide,

Cry for white kids,

But it's okay for the brown to die.

And every night you overthink

Maybe it's the world and not you that is sick.?